welcoming a brand new life :D

so i was just got back from T-Rex at grand indonesia,karaoke-d with most of my family.quite fun though,spent about 3 hours.darren was the star of the day,he sang mamamia and then stepped onto the table and sang again.fun,lah.
and oh,mba aqni's wedding went well,then we visited Mr.Ian at medistra for appendix and empedu thingy.
well i think that's just it.i couldn't describe this day perfectly,i just know that this day i had soooooo much fun with my family.nothing can beat the warmness and awesomeness when you're surrounded by the people you love,and every time that counts are priceless.

it's been quite a long time since my last post,well i'm in kempinski hotel now,with my pretty much big family.putra is trying to get some sleep but he's like keep talking and talking,and starts counting and hoping that he can go to sleep soon.but frankly,he's still awake.and me,i'm waiting for mbak galuh to come and bring me nasi goreng cause i'm reallllllly starving.i went to Y&Y this afternoon,with cousins and brotha.well they ate delicious food,but me,nah i didn't eat anything cause we're like ran out of money gaaaah so poor lah.and out of everyone's mind,GRAND INDONESIA'S ELECTRICITY WENT DEAD *sighsighsighs the elevatorsand too,so we used the dead useless elevator from UG to 5th floor maaaan imagine that,a bit exercise i supposed.then went to foodhall at LG,and then wait for the lift and it was full blah.then decided to walk again and use the elevator to 3rd floor cause we had to buy putra's dinner and delimanjo or whatever it called for bu ria.stupid hah,go up and down with a dead elevator,pretty much a nightmare for me.
and oh about kempinski,it's a good hotel with a cooooooooool toilet hahaha.well you always wanted a cooler technology and when you get like the most hip and trendy thingy,you cannot do anything beside looked at it with an awesome sight

i just can't turn off the radio

okay this is exactly the time when i feel like living somewhere far is the best idea so i wont feel any of this.sounds in my head are getting louder and louder,and i'm sick of it.i really dont know what should i do,and yeah this is bothering me like hell.i'm doomed,PERFECTLY.

gaaaaaaaaaaaah

so yeah,i passed the exam,goodbye high school hello university!it feels good actually,knowing that you don't have anything to worry about.me and my friend following our own path right now,different from the others,so we won't be together no more.but friendship will never end,right?
so,i was like a train wreck lately,so much going on,and i cant handle it by myself.and i've been thinking about a lot,so yeah.i don't know what will happen after this,maybe what i said before will be true.and it's not what i want.

he's just not that into you

so yeah,i was just finished watching that movie.a simple,understandable,fun movie.told us about a girl named gigi, who are obsessed for looking Mr.Right.she dated a guy and looked forward to it.she said,'We are all programmed to believe that if a guy acts like a total jerk that means he likes you'.this film contains different plot,but still connected to each other.it's quite good,and the lines of this films are very close to reality.basically it describes how a woman feels about love,and how they needed help so much to see the signs,and there are the 'gays' who helped the 'straights' revealed the unknown thing.so this is from the movie:"Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up: if a boy punches you he likes you, never try to trim your own bangs, and someday you will meet a wonderful guy and get your very own happy ending. every movie we see, every story we're told implores us to wait for it: the third act twist, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule. but sometimes we're so focused on finding our happy ending we don't learn how to read the signs. how to tell the ones who want us from the ones who don't, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave. and maybe a happy ending doesn't include a guy, maybe it's you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future. maybe the happy ending is just moving on. or maybe the happy ending is this: knowing after all the unreturned phone calls and broken-hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment... you never gave up hope."
and oh,justin long is lyk so hot ;p

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well,that's life.you've gotta deal with it,not run away from it.